How do you find out how strong inside you really are? Is it through your actions? Is it through your thoughts? Is it a combination of both? It's funny how other people can perceive you.

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I was telling my friend how stressed out I was today, and all he said was something along the lines of, "You were stressed out? I didn't see it. You were busy running around the room." If you are in a position of leadership, you can NEVER show people weakness, never. But it is different when you are around someone who cares about you and vice versa. With them you can share you innermost thoughts and feelings, it's OK to show fear and indecision.

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It's funny how people can confess their LOVE for you and the next minute leave you for someone else. Doesn't that just demean the meaning of love and relationships? I think people need to stop saying they love you unless they really mean it and it will take them at least a couple of months to recover from the feelings of losing you. That at least makes it a bit more meaningful and not so petty. I guess that would be a sort of sado-masochist approach, BUT it's better than having to meet these hypocrites. And no, I'm not jaded... yet. LoLz. I wish people would just tell me how they feel inside, so that I know where to come from. If they're not interested then fine, if they are then fine. Not that this applies now, but I find that it's happened to me a couple of times before already, so I decided that I wanted to bitch about it ahead of time just in case.