There are a couple of things going on with my friends. Some of them have issues going on, one can't talk to the other about it. I wish I could just sit all of them down and get it out in the open, but no, none of them seem to want to do that. What can I do? They say that things are just too far gone to be fixed by sitting down and talking about it. It's just hard sitting there and feeling like you're right in between things. I have a feeling that it will one day just come crashing down on all of us if we don't do something about it.


I don't know what to do about that whole situation with the guy that I used to like. I want to tell my friend that he's a player, but I also feel that it's not my place to be telling anyone anything. Maybe they deserve each other. Sometimes we want to protect the ones we care about, but sometimes we also want to just let them be. All I can really say is that things happen for a reason, maybe one day I'll find out what the reason for this occurrence is/was. In the meantime, I am still out there seeing what's right for me. I've met a LOT of wonderful people, ones that know how to treat me right... however, I think that the question is now figuring out exactly who it is that will make me happy. I ask my friends if I'm doing something wrong, I don't think that I'm leading anyone on, but still... I hate this whole dating thing... Sometimes I wonder if I will ever find anyone that is right for me... I used to wonder when I was younger if I'd ever find someone that would be right for me. My friend Linda said the most wonderful thing to me last Sunday (or was it yesterday?). We were talking about our views about relationships... and she just straight up said, "The person who gets you will be the luckiest person on earth." Good Lord, if only other people could see that. he he he. I think that was such a wonderful gesture, it's not often that people can see right inside of you. I'm talking to my "ex." Sometimes I wonder if we should give it a second try, but it seems that he is happy as he is. I'm a little sad about it, but I guess it's all for the best. A closed chapter is a closed chapter.